I wanna know if theres a point to life. I dont see one and Ive labelled my problem as "reality depression" because realistically there is no point, there is no after life, nobody cares if you die, You learn all this stuff but its all useless in the end, being alive is just a mission and a worry about weight and money and what everyone thinks of you and making yourself enjoy boring conversation and about everything, it actually a struggle.
Yes, it is a struggle, but some people find a meaning in life like an interesting job or helping people or they find some other important interest which makes life meaningful for them.
A depression is still a depression even if you can give rational arguments for it. If you had not been depressed, you might have been able to find equally rational arguments for the meaning of life. See a psychiatrist and/or a Cognitive psychotherapist.