I am starting to realize who I am now after finishing college and working full-time. I am realized who nervous I am around people I don't know. I did not realize I was like this until now. When I think about my past, I went to a small private school for my entire education. I only went to school and church. Even as a teenager I did not have alot of friends. When I went to college, I did not have any friends. I wanted to find the unlying reason why I did not have friends & why I am so nervous to make mistake around people I don't know. I do have a boyfriend and say I need to nonchanlant and get some self-esteem in myself. But how do you get more confidence if you never experience it.
Another issue I have is, I get very jealous of pretty people on TV. I don't know them. I find myself not watching programs if they have too many pretty people. This is related to my question above is it?
Thank you for helping me.
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