unwanted sexual feelings

im a male in my 30s and have always found women in thier 20s/30s the most attractive and have never cosidered myself attracted to children,but several years ago i was play wrestling with my 10 year old girl cousin/whilst in company i must add/and was suprised and absolutley horrified to find that i began feeling pleasant feelings and became sexually aroused;later i rationalised that this was just a physical reaction but was nonetheless filled with dread and shame at having felt like this...at other times later i play fought in the same context,partly to reassure myself i wasnt a pedophile but at another occassion i felt sexully aroused despite not wanting to and being absolutley filled with dread at the idea,and although ive never had a wish to abuse any child or ever wanted to feel like that it still haunts me years later that i could ever of had felt those feelings...i had no desire to ever act on those feelings but cannot honestly deny that i felt them even if i didnt wish to feel aroused that way...is this explainable in any way? i sought councelling about this occurence and was told it was probably just my bodies involuntary reactions to physical stimuli...does this make sense or am i sick in the head??

No, you are not sick in your head. Any man can feel like you did. But, like you, a normal man would never act on those feelings. Just be careful how you play with children in the future.