I am depressed. I'm 13 and in 7th grade

Well im only 13 years old and am a guy i have a hudge problem and fell this is the only way to get help because i dont want to speak to some one face to face. Ok well every morning i get up i look in the mirrior to do my hair and i think im very ugly. One kid makes fun of me at school like once a month and calls me ugly and some other kid last year in the the sixth grade called me ugly too. I think of killing myself because i am ugly and i am also a hudge trouble maker and always get in trouble at school becasue of my grades and i always miss school on purpose. I can never make eye contact with anyone that i think is pretyer than me. I hate mirrors because they remind me of my uglyness. So i try to avoide seeing my self during the day.i like this one girl at school (im in the 7th grade) but shes going out with some guy with big ears so that gets me mad and i try to avoide them. I need help but i am afraid to tell someone about this. The internet is the only help i'll ever get. Someone please respnd to me

Many teenagers think they are ugly although other people think they look great. Always think that you are beautiful. That will make you look better.