i am very much tensed

hello, how r you?
i have asked you recently question about mental disorder of my mom in law.i m very thanxfull of your reply and sympathy.
i want to tell you my all situation .i live in pakistan .my husband is also belongs from pakistan but he is american national.i live here without him of 9 month.iam not pregranat,he filed my immigration case and now he said to bring the case file back from embassy as he said that he will case new file for immigration.now the situation is like as i was waiting of my interview date.but unfortunately my husband donot wanna make me there .i am here without him serving his family.i mis him a lot.he visited two times in these 9 months.he sadi that he will come back after 8 years.but til then i will be mental.i marry him cuz i love him but he betrays me n leave me here alone and i am not allowed to live in my mom`s house.now i take daily a sleeping pills to releaze tensions.he is very rude and proud man.i am very loyal with him.but he has relation swith other girls in america.he said tha t hehas need of wife there.he made later such type of a lot of relations in past that he tol dme after marry.but i forgive him cuz i love him but again he did it as previous.please please please do advice me else i will have to make addiction of drugs.please help me.i am needy of help.please any sugestion.
take care
waiting of your reply
bye
sarah from pakistan

A Swedish woman would divorce her husband if he treated her as bad as your husband treats you. But you know much more about what is possible in Pakistan than I do. Would it be possible for you to see a lawyer and ask about your legal rights.