cutting

Does the cutting ever stop? I have been married for 12 years and have cut twice during that period.
10 yrs later I cut again, worse that before.
Does the feeling ever stop?

No abuse will automatically end, it is just as difficult to stop cutting oneself as it is to quit smoking. It is difficult but not impossible. The alternative to cutting oneself is to experience the feeling of uneasiness which disappears once you cut yourself. The first time is the most difficult one, but it gets better with time.