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hello my name is ashley and i have a delema. i was sexually abused about 2 years ago and it never fully registered. i did go get help but i didnt know what i awanted to do i was still in shock a little bit. but now 2 years down the roadi am scared to be in the same rome with a man. i havent had a boyfriend in 2 years either. i dont like to be in public places like the mall. last time i was in the mall my knees started to shake and i fel. i am afraid i will never have a relationship again. i dopnt know what to do i cant talk to anyone about it because they dont really believe me. they think since it was so long ago that im done with the effects but i havent left my house for two years. i dont knw what to do. i think i have a phobia against going out of my house. i need help please.

Is it possible for you to start in psychotherapy and work through you trauma? That is the only thing I think, that will help you.