What's wrong with me?

Since I was a child I felt as though I was different than others, I had bad grades, was not able to make friends, could not concentrate in class, I had difficulty communicating with adults as well, I was sad alot and always in my bubble(dreamy), I also became a big liar very young when I attempted to make friends. Now I am 25, I am a high school drop out, I canot keep friends who are girls, I go from boyfriend to boyfriend. I have a 5 year old daughter, and after her birth I lost my mind, I think, things went from bad to worst, I felt as though my life was spiraling out of controle, I tried to go back to school many times, changed homes many times, changed goals as well, I cannot seem to be consistant about anything, I drink alot at times, and then I stop, I fell into drugs for awhile then stopped. I struggle with my weight witch goes from skinny to huge every year. Every time I tell myself I will get my act together but I never follow through. I have to add that it is verry hard for me to get stuff done, every thing I have to do seems like a mountain, I cannot concentrate, it is hard for me to listen to someone talk to me and stay aware of what they are saying unless I really, really care!!! I am a slow learner as well I have to really focus to understand, I go through phases when I want to die, I feel like a disapointment, and I am tired all the time, and emotionally unstable, I had blood tests done to rule out any illness, for the fatigue, I am in good phisical health. I read an article about adult ADD, could I have it, and if not could I suffer from something else???? If so what???

please respond Sarah

Hi, I hope a professional replied to you. I am not a health professional, but have gone through enough to know a little. First, do not despair, you are young and can heal and feel better. I do think you will noed good psychological counseling though as your sympton sound like ADD and Depression and ? Who knows, that's what the professionals get paid for - to help us figure out the situation. I would consider joing a local AA or NA group, whichever you feel comfortable with, because it will be hard to get better if you are drinking or taking drugs. If necessary a psychiatrist can prescribe medication that you help you much more than alcohol or "recreational" drugs, but probably not if you are on either. You are tuned in enough to your inner life to know that you need some help or you would not have written. I hope you will get some mental health care now. I remember asking my doctor if there was something physically wrong with me, and the answer was NO. I guess we all hope that it would be that so we would not have to deal with our inner feelings. Good luck, George

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