I'm a young girl who has been involved sexually with other girls since i was 8yrs and have never thought it to be wrong but lately I've had real strong urges to be with a man, my new step father to be exact. I do things I know I should not around him, like change with my door open when I know he'll see me or try to touch him in places I shouldn't when we are horsing around and stuff like that. Is there something wrong with me sexually becuase >I do this stuff when I know its wrong but can't stop myself.
It is natural when you are young to test your sexuality
until you discover which way way you want to express
your sexuality and with whom. It is also
exciting for a woman to recognize the power they can have over men.
Sexuality is a powerful force, which, as you say, is
difficult to forgo. But since it is such a powerful force,
we need to be careful so that it does not cause harm.
I agree with your own opinion that your behaviour can cause
trouble and not right. It is also not right against your
mother, nor against your stepfather. Your stepfather is the
husband of your mother. What would she say if she knew what
you are doing? I do not think that you really want to take
the consequences of arousing your stepfather so much that
he cannot resist you. But I understand that this is not
easy for you. If you are not able to leave home and live
somewhere else, you should immediately stop these sexual
games with your stepfather, and find people outside your
home to play with.