im a 20 year old girl....its been 7 months that iv been going out with my guy...hez nice 2 be with n all....but he hardly gives me time...we barely msg or talk over the phone....i admit my fault 2 some extent but thats because of my past experiences..my parents got divorced when i was 11...i broke up with my x when was 18....i completly changed...got reserved...restricted myself 2 my room...n wanted to stay in isolation
jst last year in november i finally decided 2 give myself a second chance when i saw this guy but he doesnt seem 2 understand me.......after what happend in da past i have restrained myslf from getting close 2 people nomatter who it is...n now when i want 2 get close to my guy(not physically)i cant...he has issues too...he says i cant satisfy him..never do what he says...dont know how to talk n react..we have never been physicall...he really wants to...but having sex would result in ending up in hell...my religion doestn allow that..but yes i do want 2 hug him n kiss him n xpect the same from him but i cant..i dont know y..i just want 2 keep him happy n m ready 2 do anything for that xept having sex because i dont want to take such a big sin 2 my grave but i want him 2 realise that he can make a difference..n he is all that matters to me...no matter what happens....im never going to leave him because i av already lost alot in life....please help me out.....i want a peaceful relationship because he is all that i have...my dad married again...my brother is married and is living his own life...i hardly have friends....i just want my relation 2 be in a better posistion because its a complete disaster right now
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