DESPAIR & TRAPPED

I MUST WORK AS A SINGLE PARENT..no one else will pay my bills..ITS EVIDENT.I FEEL SO "CHEATED" & I AM MISSING OUT ON SO MUCH OF LIFE.I HAVE NOT HAD FUN FOR SO LONG..I "MUST" WORK AND IT SUCKS UP MY TIME & ENERGY. I JUST WANT TO FROLIC & GO OUTDOORS AND BREATH & LISTEN TO THE BIRDS,CUT THE GRASS,PLANT A GARDEN,READ A GREAT BOOK,SPEND TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER,WALK DOWN A LONG PRETTY PATH ECT ECT.IF I DO SOME OF THESE THINGS ITS ONLY FOR "A MOMENT" THEN BACK TO WORK.I PRAY AND ASK GOD A LOT TO FREE ME FROM THIS OBLIGATION OF THIS "FOREVER WORK" THING .I TELL GOD "PLEASE GOD GIVE ME THE REST OF MY LIFE RELAXING AND EXPLORING LIFE AND DROPPING MY PACE BACK. 60-70%....I AM DESPAIRED

Everybody must work to pay their bills. Would it be possible for you to find a more interesting work? Enjoy life with your child on your days off.