Attraction towards elder brother's wife

when i was 13 i fall in love with my own newly marride elder brother's wife. through last 10 years it increased(sexual attraction) a lot and now i want sexual relation with her. actually i am a disent boy but when i see her i forget the good and bad. i just want to make love with her. i never fell attract with any lady in my life. from my childhood she treat me as little brother i also regard her as sister but these all things fallen out when my sexuality comes. solve my problem.

Making love to her might have terrible consequences for your family. Do not see her until you have overcome your desire.

Psychotherapy might help you learn to be interested in other women.

yes it is very much tru making love to her can creat a difficult situation in our family but what can i do? whenever i see her or imagine her or even see other women in front of me my heart demand her. even when i listen her name from anyone my whole body attantion goes to her and my fantacy began. i left my goodness, humanity and all things when it comes to her. when i writing rhis letter my whole attantion is towards her. i use to sleep(not kind of sexual intercourse sleep) with her in my age of 13-20. that time i always touched her breasts, thigh, hips etc and press them during her sleep.i don,t know she knows or not. i also always touch her private part during daily works somtimes she make a bad face but somtime don't sow any reaction. various times i kiss her in her chicks and she also. i also kissed her lips during sleeping. one more thing i want to share with you that once i said her all my baddy things towards her and she said she was knows these but she ignore these becouse she always treat me as a son as par her speach. that time i asked her for a lips kiss and she ageed and i kiss her. i my age of 20 i use to she her naked during her bath she don,t know it. once she catched me to see her and become angry but afer some days she behaved normally. now a days i am doing my mba far from my home. but i always make love with her in my imagine. i tried to don't do these but i couldn't. i meet her always in my vecations. now i let you to suggest me. if don't mind then sugget me how to intercourse with her. otherwise give me the best suggestion with see all prospect. i don't feel atraction towards any other lady.

If she isn't attracted to you, you have no chance anyway.

the same experience happens in my life also. once i have propsed and tried to to make sex with her. she had declined. many times i had tried to touch, kissed.many times masterbaution is the only hepful.

its all about our ags, imagination and fantasy.

once you love a girl,look and love outside world, your sex enery will divert.

OR

tell toyur love honestly, frankly, softly to her in right, alone situation

best of luck