worry,worry

HELLO!
I'm 30 years old female worried about my future life as i'm not married yet i'm know engaged,when i was in my teenager i had an infection known as vaginal candida at that time i was very young and had no idea of virginity then when having this infection i used to scratch my self as the infection was very painful.One day blood came out i didn't know anything about hymen or virginity i thought its my menstrual period(until today i don't know if it was the broken hymen or periods as those were also the dates for the period)

Also i don't know anything about sex or anything concerning with man until this recently i got engaged,as it is more than 15 years will i feel pain and blood when i'm having my first sex intercourse?and if not how can i convince my husband if he finds that i'm not virgin and also i didn't have any relationship with man??please help me i'm very depressed and worried.I hope your answer will open my heart with happiness and joy so i could wait for my wedding eagerly. Thank you

Hymen is just a myth. There is no membrane covering the vagina. The woman bleeds, if her vagina is narrow. There are many young women who do not bleed at all during their first intercourse.