I have been bulimic for over 16 years and was anorexic for several years prior to that with a history of compulsive over eating as a youth. I do not know how to have a normal relationship with food and I really want that. I am now 31, married and have 2 small children. My health has suffered since I was pregnant with my daughter (she is almost 2). My husband does not know about the bulimia, but he does know about my history of anorexia and thinks that my eating habits are "weird" at best. I am ready to get beyond this secret life and know what it's like to really live. I don't want this to affect my kids or my family. I apprecaite any help you can give me. I don't even know how to go about changing. Every day I wake up and say "today I'm not going to binge" and I fail the minute I put a morsel of food in my mouth. I used to be the master of self control, and now I seem to have none.
Thank you so much.
Mel