I get treated like someone special by my family. To the extent of being someone divine. But that behavior is only superficial. There is no attention given to my emotional needs or values. I realize this when i live with people in other families. I get treated the way i want to, as a normal human being, not as a deity. But because i have been so much conditioned to getting the special treatment from my family members, it's hard for me to resist the attraction to fit in to the role i have in my family. Nowhere else in the world would i get similar treatment. Not even if i was a billionaire. But i know this is not normal. So how do i break out?