Excessive consumption of liquor and reliance on paid sex

This has been going on for a while now, everytime I get really drunk, i turn into a monster and i feel that i have to pay for sex. Thing is, i cant remember anything and all i have is flashbacks of the actual indulgence! i hate me when i do this and i dont know why i have no recollection and i hate what i turn into after i get really drunk! can u help?

Stop drinking for the rest of your life. If you cannot remember, you are on your way to become an alcoholic.

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Everybody has a primitive pleasure-seeking person within himself. There is no reason to let that person free by drinking alcohol. Behave the way you think i right, so you can be proud of yourself.