my dear its only a matter of time that u will realise that u have been used as a sex material and comforting zone of problems. he doesnt love u like the way u love him ,it not fair to love and not to be loved back , so wake up darling there are real handsome men waiting for u out there, ur such a young person, who is vibrant and sexy to get any single man out there.get out of that relationship while u stil can i know is hard my dear i have been there, i came to this site and found advise from this site so im now living a free life from my married man, i gut a new boyfriend who loves me completely and believes in me,so the same can happen to u,but only if u try it