Hi, I don't know why but when i reveal my deepest of feelings to other people they tend to start being jealous of me. I had this issue quite a few times and i can't open up myself to the outside world. If i do, i find people envying me or feeling bad about me in some way. My family members also try to convey this message to me that somehow i am faulty and i feel so much ashamed in front of them. I have a distorted self-image and am not clear about my identity and personality. I have a deep fear of being judged for my feelings as well. Some people said i was gay when i revealed my feelings and went close to them. I am a bit girly but i not gay. Is there something wrong with me?