I had a coleague who courted me more 2 years. He was married, so I moved into another city, even I liked him a lot. He wasn't give up, he looked after me/ calls on cell, personal visits/, I finally accepted his love. I moved into his city. After 9 months he ended up the love affair, even if he sad he still loves me, he will never leave his wife. I moved this time in another country. To practice my speciality I have to take exams, I passed one but I have another one. A simple e-mail from him ruined my equilibrium, my mind is messed up. I keep thinking " what if..." and because nothing is real only in my mind I suffer and is already more than a month. I can not find my place in life. I want to go back besides him, but he will not accept me anymore. I know I'm sick, but I can not find enough strenght to fight against my obsession.
friend's or strangers.