have i got binge eating syndrome

hi there,since i was a teen(wel mybe even before) i have had an abnormal reationship with food,i have only just admitted this to myself(and now im 28!!!)even is im full,if there is a cake in the fridge,i will eat it,if we have some chocolate,ill eat it and if i begin to feel sick,i wont stop,i cant untill it has all gone,the same with buiscuits,and cakes,ill eat the whole packet,just recently i got some little jam tarts in for haloween,they were in my cupboard,and as soon as my husband went to work(i didnt wanty him to know) i ate the lot,i didnt want him to know what i had eaten so i hid the rubbish,also if there is noting sweet in,i try to avoid buyoing it as i know i wont rest untill i have eaten it,i will eat sugar from the packet,and i make birthday cakes and if i have icing or marzipan in for that,ill eat it,it really dosnt matter what it is,i just have to satisfy the craving,i feel agitated until i get chocoalt or cake or even bread and jam,anything sweet and i feel like i hve totally lost controll,im now nearly 19 stone and 5 feet 9,and im only 28,i dont want to die young and im fully aware of what im doing to myself,im VERY well educated in exactly how to eat and what to eat and what is good and waht id ad,which makes what i do even worse,i know the consequences adn i terrified my 3 young kids will loose me too soon because im killing myself with what i eat,and i dont know what to do,also im in england where eating disorders are not so easiy recongnised or taken as seriously,i feel unless they are well know such as bulimia or anarexia
thanks in advance for any help recived