It's first time that my parents are meeting my boyfriend for a holiday and things did not turned out right. My parents are really strict and I feel at times I can't "woman up" and being an adult about my feelings or how I feel about our relationship (I'm 25 by the way, boyfriend 36). It seems like I am trying to please both and it's making me frustrated. I moved out last September because of my crazy mother but It seems when I go around her or my dad I seemed to go to "little girl mode" and don't seem to have the confidence to stand up for myself. My mom trys to sabatoge anything good happening in my life, and does not see me as a adult at all. I feel disable, to afraid to do things for myself with out feeling scared that my parents will not approve. What do I do? I feel stuck? My boyfriend thinks I am going "half-hearted" into this relationship, and I feel that he is right.
