Hi, Im 21 and im madly in love with a married man but i am also married. I am married to an drug user. He wasnt that way in the beggining until i went overseas to serve my country and he started stealing money from me. I stay married to him until i get out of the service for the money. But the man that I love has been married three times and has left his wives for other women. He swears that he wants to be with me and loves me and blah blah blah but im not so sure. he has two kids with his wife now and really cares about his chirldren. He told me that he was gonna get a house in the summer so his kids have a place when he leaves his wife. He has attempted to leave his wife for other wowmen before me but his relationships fell through before he got a chance to divorce his wife cuz they couldnt wait on him anymore. I just found out i was pregnant and Im not sure if I am doing the right thing by waiting for him when he's ready or am i being stupid? The nights alone and the constant worry that everything Im doing is just a waste of my time is very hurtful. I need some advice
