i met this guy about a year and a half ago...Truly feel rate in love with him..At first it was more like ahh hes cute and funny and then it happened i feel for him. shortly after we met i found out he was merried .I ws then glad that nothing ever happened between us cause i wouldn't wanna be that cause to ruin a merrage. I know that there was feelings between us but we both were to the understanding that nothing could happen only friend.Well the more we hung out and talked the harder that got.
After a few months shit hit the fan.She found out we were talkin but he also were not hidin the fact that we were cause we were only friends.So then came the we have to stop talkin.Well being in the position i had nothin else to do but agree.I mean i couldn't aruge it.
About 6 months passed with a wave here and there and whatnot(I must also add they had probs before i even came into the picture)then we startin talking kinda just we have the same friends and it was kinda hard not too.
Coffee and things with a bunch of ppl. Well there probs finally got to hard for them both and they are in the process of a devorice we talk about everything and i feel at ease i feel like i can tell him anything and i'm pretty sure he feels the same.We talk and the odd time hang out in a large group of people i told him that he should try and work on his marriage being that i believe in marriage .But they just can;t and i guess its a bonus for me But the last few weeks i feel like maybe he's losin his feeling towards me like he's scared i told him that e should date and see ppl being that they were married outta high school.And he said he didn't want to he only has feeling for 1 person but never said recently it was me..Now that we are talkin more its hard cause i think if he pulls away it would kill me.I'm in love with this guy and wanna spend my life with him i mean common im not sayin lets go get married but i am saying eventually i wanna be with him forever....Maybe its the fact that now something can happen im scared cause i've waited for a year and a half to be able to and if he'd give me a sign i'd wait longer...Any comments would be great!!!