I just glad im not alone. As i sit here crying i just want the pain to go away. we have been together 4 4 years and he met some girl online and slept with her. He told me the next day and he was really upset. I love him but im probably an idiot for styaing with himj. we have deceided to go to couple counsleing, i hope this helps, he even tolf his mom which is a big step. im so scared i hate this feeling i already missed work for a day. i just want to stay home and give up my job and school. i know im not perfect b/c i even put my self on a website and was talking to a guy but i never met him and i told my bf and this is what he did to repay me. i just dont know what to do. im just glad im not alone and there are girls out there going through what im going through. he smoke ev ery day and i broke his bong, which felt good. i just wish life was easy and all i hope is god helps through this difficult time. thanks for listening or reading this.