my fiance and i have been together for 2 yrs and 5 mo. now. We have been through some ruff times, anywhere from having an argument to being homeless together for 2 months and not knowing where our next meal was going to come from. So we got real close during the hard times. Our parents werent really around..we both have no dads...so we only had eachother. It all started when i found out he had made this profile thing on his phone, i freaked out and he said he was sorry and didnt think it was a big deal but would erase it. I said it wouldnt have been a big deal if he would have just told me. That was that. Then months later I told him i was going to make a profile for HIM AND I on my phone just cuz i was bored...well these text messages would pop up every now and then saying " 20 visitors" or "you have 8 messages" which i couldnt even read bc they wouldnt open, and when it started to get annoying i tried to delete the profile but for some reason it wouldnt. Next thing you know i was looking through his email (i didnt hack the password, i know it bc i made his email for him)which i delete spam for him... and i saw an email from some site and there was a chick asking him "where have you been?" i of course flipped out! i find the site figure out his password and look at all the conversations he was having with the girls. some said, you look pretty, i like jack daniels...gay stuff...then one in particular he said that broke my heart was, "im lookin for someone who will stand by my side" i slapped him in the face and told him what about me? i stood by him through thick and thin...........he told me the reason why he did it was bc he got jelouse from those text messages i was getting saying "you have 20 visitors" or "you have 10 messages" or whatever. I told him i couldnt even check those messages and even showed him i couldnt. Plus i reminded him that this was something i told him i was gonna do that i wasnt hiding anything.........!? So that was his excuse. He pleaded, i cried, you all know the story and I gave him a second chance, well third i think but whos counting anymore right. Soooo..............................he couldnt have a cell phone for a long time....then i started to trust him with our cell phone (we only had one) and then eventually he got a new sidekick phone like a month ago........well i was checking out his new phone in the car when i was being nosey in the messages and I saw that he had sent a picture to that SAME PHONE CHAT WEBSITE!!! I had him pull over and explain......let me explain first tho. I have this ex who always pops up on yahoo messanger saying he loves me and misses me, but he jokes around and stuff, i just ignore it tho and ask him how his wife and son are doing to remind him he is retartded lol. Why dont i erase him off my messanger you ask?? well this is what i wanna explain, since i tell my bf everything i said "hey babe, i have a friend who use to be my ex on this yahoo messanger and he tells me he still loves me and misses me but he just jokes around...how do you feel about that and if it bothers u i will delete him off. of course he said delete him. So no problem i proceed. Well for some reason it would say error -7 and wouldnt do it...i kept restarting my computer over and over but it wouldnt delete. i end up throwin my hands up and giving up. I thought well if he tries to talk to me i will hit the ignore button everytime..which i was. Well annyyywayyyssssss....while i was out of town he was on his sidekick and i had left my yahoo messanger signed in on his messanger...well ex pops up with "i miss you" and "i love you" like always.....my bf freaks out and never mentions anything to me.....instead he went back to that site, bc of his jelousy, and started up again...this time i wasnt sure if he was talking to anyone, he said he wasnt but who knows. Now Im layin here on my bed while he is 2' away from me sleeping on the floor.................i love him very much. I just dont understand why he didnt talk to me?? and when i ask him he says he felt like he couldnt bc i told him i would erase it but didnt...which wasnt my fault, bc i couldnt delete the dude! Please give me advice before tomorrow evening, I dont know what to do or think.................
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