hi i kinda am going through the same thing but except mine is just starting. he said he loves me and wants to be with me and i want the same. but when i found out he went to a party and got really drunk one of his girl... friends rubbeed her titis on his face and he licked them i know its not much but i have a mental picture that is just killin me. thats not the worst yet he also stayed the night with her he says nothin happend that it did not go further because she passed out cuz she was realy drunk as well.. idk what to believe should i belive him n deal wit wats going on.. i know once a cheater always a cheater but i just cant bare be with out him i relly do love him!!