Re: im in love with a married man

hi everybody, i am also in love with a married man. I meet this man threw my cousin and never thought that he would come after me. He keep trying to talk to me unitl i finally gave in. When i did it was like no other person that i ever meet. We could talk about anything and i always felt special and important with this man. Now 6 months into this i get pregnant with our son and the person that did everything for me, and i felt like was my best friend turned into the devil himself. We stopped talking for about two weeks and eveything was ok, unitl i was six months pregnant and his wife found out about me. Now when this happen he called me and told me that he was going to kill me and my our unborn son. now, i was so scared i went ito premature labor,i stayed in the hospital for a week and came home. When i got out he calls and tells me that he gave his wife my number and she is going to call me, but don't tell her certain things. Now you know i am pissed, and like a dum ass i don't tell her nothing but yes, i was pregnant and that we had been together for a year. Now in the back of my mind i am thinking that finally i will get the love mf my life. Well i was wrong, i didn't hear from him anymore the rest of my pregnancy. This drove me nuts that i stop eating and got hospitalised and strapped to the bed because i tried to take my life while i was pregnant. my son, was so stressed while i was pregnant that i really think that he would make it. On the day i really did go into labor i called him and told him, and all he sad was ok, andi didn't hear from him until the next day by voice mail. From that day on i didn't hear form him or see him, unitl my son was three months old and i decided to fill child support. Thats when he was so sorry for everything and that he ws going to be there for our baby, the works. So like a silly ass i believed it. So when we go to child support court, he tells the people that my son isn't his and he demands a test. Of course it came back his and he apologise and i took him back all over again. That lasted for about two weeks, and the bastard is still married and not taking care of our son. Our son, cries when he see him. and quite frankly i am kind of glad that he is still marrried becuase i don't think that i could deal with him on a everyday bases. I know that it was wrong and i realise that the only people are hurting is my son and i. I have lost over 20 pound since i had my son, and i was only 130 all due to stress. I still don't eat and. all i am saying is that please be careful and think long and hard about everything that you do.