yes it is very much tru making love to her can creat a difficult situation in our family but what can i do? whenever i see her or imagine her or even see other women in front of me my heart demand her. even when i listen her name from anyone my whole body attantion goes to her and my fantacy began. i left my goodness, humanity and all things when it comes to her. when i writing rhis letter my whole attantion is towards her. i use to sleep(not kind of sexual intercourse sleep) with her in my age of 13-20. that time i always touched her breasts, thigh, hips etc and press them during her sleep.i don,t know she knows or not. i also always touch her private part during daily works somtimes she make a bad face but somtime don't sow any reaction. various times i kiss her in her chicks and she also. i also kissed her lips during sleeping. one more thing i want to share with you that once i said her all my baddy things towards her and she said she was knows these but she ignore these becouse she always treat me as a son as par her speach. that time i asked her for a lips kiss and she ageed and i kiss her. i my age of 20 i use to she her naked during her bath she don,t know it. once she catched me to see her and become angry but afer some days she behaved normally. now a days i am doing my mba far from my home. but i always make love with her in my imagine. i tried to don't do these but i couldn't. i meet her always in my vecations. now i let you to suggest me. if don't mind then sugget me how to intercourse with her. otherwise give me the best suggestion with see all prospect. i don't feel atraction towards any other lady.