I lied too much, and i seem to have 2 extreme characteristics
I cheated when i was with my boyfriend
and i lied about it
He said i am too "easy" now that my personality faded away
I lied too much ever since i was a child, when my mum and father divorced, I was told to tell lies which are called white lies
I do not know how to make this better
Cheating and lying are easy.
But you can change, if you want to. Pretend that you are faithful and honest and play the role of a faithful and honest person. Sooner or later you have learned new habits.