Emotionless

Is it possible for me to be emotionless? After a 2 serious relationships Ive been told i'm emotionless by both girls. For a couple years I used to write in a notebook and i realized after reading I never know what im truly thinking or how i feel. i always feel like im lying to myself or i say things even though i dont really agree with it just to make everyone happy. i was asked the question if i would be upset if my best friends and family died and im pretty sure it wouldnt phase me. when im near someone that is crying i dont feel anything at all. i wonder why they are crying and think it seems kind of pointless to cry. Am i making any sense? It gives me something to think about.

Lack of empathy occurs among people suffering from antisocial personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder.