I don't know where to begin. Money is an issue. My past is an issue. My disorder is an issue. My direction is an issue. I have desire, I have weaknesses, I have strenghths. I am menopausal...I am human. I hurt deep down to the very depths of my soul and I need someone to just talk to...to help me...to have faith in me. I am not suicidal...but everyday I wish I would die. Then I wouldn't have to feel the way I do. I know it's crazy.....that's why I need someone to talk to. Please.
Is psychotherapy an option for you? Group therapy is usually less expensive than individual psychotherapy. Group therapy would also give you people to talk to and you can start solving your problems with the help of others.
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