My childhood is blank in my mind, except for a few memories. I remember a neighbor of mine always taking interest in me, even though I was quite a bit younger than him. This memory never bothered me intill the birth of my child. When I had my son, I had a really vivid dream about him taking me into the shed. I kept remembering that he would never let me go home, if I had to go to the bathroom. He would make me go in a baby training toilet. In this dream, i kept seeing him make me pull down my pants and just watching me go. I dont remember if anything else happened in the dream and i'm not sure if anything happened at all. This dream has bothered me for about eight years now, and I can't seem to shake it from my thoughts. If this didn't happen, why would it come to me so many years later? I don't have anyone to confide in, and it would kill my mother if I discussed it with her.