Narcotics causing depression

Recently, I have developed a very intense case of depression and axiety attacks and maybe bipolar depression- which one? I am not really sure. I seem to wake up every morning in such a depressed and sad state of mind- I feel like everythings going wrong, there is no hope and i feel like my mind is killing me. I feel like ending my life at times... Then sometimes when I talk to someone i feel better for a short amount of time and then when I am not in contact with someone or when I think about something, I go back to this depressive state.. I am not sure what is going on. I have been relatively happy most of my 24 years of living but recently 2006 has been hell for me.. Mind you I have experimented with drugs during this year, but I have stopped and i am nto sure if its withdrawl or the drugs have made my thinking and frame of mind so negative. Can you please assess what might be wrong? Is it teh drug usage? please help me cuz I think im going insane. I cant stop thinking and all my thoughts are negative. I appreciate all your help and hope to hear form you soon.

Yes, taking drugs makes you happy in the beginning but makes you depressed in the long run. It often takes eight months to recover.

If you need help, talk to a psychiatrist.