ok i was diagnosed with skitzophernia a couple years ago and i dont think its true! but i would have thoughts of wanting to hurt myself! and id know its not right and id say no but it kept nagging me to do it! like some kinda demon... of course i never did it but it would hurt my stomach to the point that i would vomit like many times in a row... and it would tell me to hurt my mom and dog and now my newborn baby girl... i will never do these things but i really cant handle this anymore! what can i do? is this what schitzophernia is or am i just insane?