Re: im in love with a married man

hi, all i am too in love with a married man, he is 10 years older then me. i have a son he has a baby who is 1 years old, a daughter 12 and a older son from the first marriage who is 16. we started off as such great friends, talking all the time this has been going on and off for over 5 months. i am not married but i have been with the same man for 15 years/ i fell head over heals for him, just talking to him and the things he use to say to me made me feel so special. him and his wife have not been getting along way before me so he says he has broken my heart over 4 times and he just did this again tonight. we spent a whole night together last night talking and hanging out, things were great then all of a sudden he ran cold on me. again. i am so upset right now but i know i am better then he is. he didn't even have the balls to tell me he wrote a letter to me and left it in my car door. how do you do this to someone you love. or say you do. i felt guilty all these months not only to my partner but his wife i put her in my shoes and i know that would be devasting. i told him time after time before then to stay with her but each and every time they would fight or not work something out he would run to me. not anymore... like i said i am better than that. so if this would help any of you i have never had a broken heart like the one i do have right now, i don't know if it is broken or i am just mad. the only thing that really sucks out of this is we work together and i have to see him once in a while but i will not give him the time of day anymore. and to top it all off what kind of women would keep taking her husband back after he told her he is in love with another woman and that we made love. i should as hell would not. i learned from this mistake. good luck to you all and if you are thinking about it or involved get out before you feel the pain and resentment that i do right now.