It's good to know that atleast I am not alone on this tho it feels it at times. I dated a married man for 2 years. I didn't know until 6 months into the relationship that he was married with 2 kids. I guess everyone knows how it makes you feel to find that out. After 2 years we broke up - he knew it wasn't fair to me but we were / are so in love. We were apart for 4 years tho we never lost touch. We emailed from time to time and had I received the occasional phone call from him. I thought about him everyday. He says he did the same. Last september, after losing contact for about a year, he called me at work outta the blue and we have been back together ever since. Before, I was younger and its almost like things didn't bother me much then but now I get it...and I am so in love with him but at the same time I am crying everyday because the one person I love more than anything who claims the same about me is the one person hurting me so badly. I know what I should do, we ALL know what we should do but I don't know how to find the strength to do it. Losing all contact with him would just break my heart. I feel like such an emotional wreck lately.
