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reply ** Re: Identity/feeling of emptiness/looking back , Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92 , 06 Jun 2006 20:12
question Identity/feeling of emptiness/looking back , ****** , 05 Jun 2006 16:03
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Identity/feeling of emptiness/looking back
From: ******
Date: Mon, 5 Jun 2006 16:03:55 +0200
Language: English


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I am 19 I'm feeling quite depressed because i have no motivation for my course and have not attended my exams.
I also have a problem with my sexuality because I had a strange sexual experience when I was about 4 or 5, although I didnt during my teenage years I feel attracted to women. (only physical)
So I keep on looking back at my childhood: I had 2 elder brothers when I was born, when I was a baby my mum left my dad (kind of ran away from him). She met my step dad when I was about 18 months. When I was 4 they had a child together, my little step brother. I found that very difficult to take, I felt completely left out because they both really gave all the attention to him as if he was some god, which made me feel inadequate and envious as I was thirsty gasping for warmth.
so these feelings have been reoccuring during my childhood and they are reoccurring now.
Also when i was 5 I had a sexual experience with a girl when I visited my dad.
I often feel bitter about my life and my luck, i find it difficult to know what I need and to put it across to people, I often find myself blaming myself and others for not getting what I want.
I am extremely sensitive, I cry alot for no reasons!!
Sometimes I would like to think that my past has made me like this so that I can detach myself from it and be who I want to be and get evrything I want from life and feel a sense of integration but everytime I have a low I still feel it's all my fault, I feel like giving up. And sometimes I am envious of others and wish I could be them.
please help XXXXXXXX how can I repair myself?

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From: Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92
Date: Tue, 6 Jun 2006 20:12:42 +0200
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Is psychotherapy an option for you? Try to be who you want to be and get everything possible you want from life. You cannot change your past, but your future is possible to create the way you wish.

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