I believe that someone is stalking me even thought I'm actually stalking them. I suffer from delusions of grandeur and when I am ignored or criticized I lashout. I imagine people are jealous of me even though I'm old, obese and dull as dishwater. When I'm under the influence of my illness I lose all ability to discern the difference between right and wrong and will I go to any lengths to punish my "nemesis". I will lie, cheat, steal and to provoke and implicate my innocent "enemies". I'm not very bright and don't realize the grief my illness has caused the people in my life and job. As a result of my selfcenteredness and small minded pettyness the large, profitable firm I work for has had to shrink to almost nothing to accommodate me so I really need an answer before I end up in jail or the local psych ward or out of a job, not to mention all the other people who will lose and have already lost their jobs.