i cannot take anything for granted; i am aware that some things are to be taken as such; for instance a mathematic formula has some mathematical steps behind it, there is a way that leads to the respective formula; i cannot help to take this way from the very beginning though this is not necessary and usually people do nor do it.hat's why i ask myself questions like: is God God? is God good? can God fight against himself? is thre good out of God?
is this symptomatic of something or is it just a personality trait?