I find when i go out i could continually keep on drinking, however not to the extent that i fall about or cant remember anything. I also way over spend on nights out as i think its all for fun. I train five nights a week and enjoy that aspect of my life. It's not every weekend i drink, perhaps twice/three times a month. However i feel i over do it when i do go out and i cant put my finger on it. It's becoming almost unenjoyable.
I have even on accassion found myself using drugs, however not that often. could that be the Alcohol that is leading me astray?
Stop using alcohol and drugs now when you still have a choice. If you cannot use alcohol in moderation, it is better to never drink any alcoholig beverage. Find other interests. Training is a good alternative to substance abuse.