The last 10 years have been a disaster for my sexuality. I am a man, age 70,pretty good looking, widower, fairly good health. My ability to have an erection went down 10 years ago and my wife died from cancer eight years ago. Then I got prostate cancer and had surgery to remove the prostrate, but still have slight sign of it being in body. I am on meds for depression. They are not supposed to hurt libido or erections.
I've tried all the drugs, pumps, needles, tantra lessons and what have you. Still, from a hot lover I have become an old man sexually. I think about sex all the time, but never have it. I don't even try hard to find the beautiful woman that I say I want to find for a girlfriend or wife. I could go to a call girl any time or have sexual relations with man, almost any time, but don't do either.
After all this do you think that I should be trying to wind up my sex life? Nobody seems to like me and I probably have twenty years of life yet. I once in awhile think of trying to go overseas to the Philippines, Colombia, Russia or other poor countries in order to have more sex and companionship, but am afraid I won't feel up to sex and will god home empty again.
I want to simplifie my left
Prostitution will not give you what you want. Prostitutes are only out for your money and will leave you empty and alone afterwards. Sex with a man will not give you anything either, unless you are homosexual.
Join various organisations for elderly people and stay with the ones you prefere. Join their meetings and socialize with other people. Look around. One day you will find someone special.