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reply Re: helppppppppppp , Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92 , 21 Aug 2005 08:26
sad helppppppppppp , ****** , 21 Aug 2005 01:44
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Date: Sun, 21 Aug 2005 01:44:55 +0200
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hi i am "well you can call me jack" from ?????, a normal guy from a noraml family
i had one sister and two brother all of theme are older then me.
i born in 1979 after just one year i went to ?????? with my family becouse my father
was studying there i live a nice 6 years there then i came back to ????? in 1987,
here where is the problem started i was young and innocent...i got rape by my brother
and not for one time i cann't even remember how much...until my father catch him in
one of the time... and we both had a big beating by my father... and everything back
to normal after few month... but my brother kept rape me and i don't know why i couldn't
do anything about it, this is not mean that i enjoyed it...but by the time i got control
and i manage to stop him... i entered high school and let all that behind me...
then i had a girlfriend for just one year i left her for jealousy reason from my side
then i gone to college before that i was always in my house i didn't have much of friend
in college i start to see the world and i was a miles behind i started to act like them
i mean like noraml guys but here i faced the truth of my failure....
i am not good with girls i cann't even talk to them and it seems they didn't like my either
i cann't make any relationship with them and don't even have sex until now in other way
i am a loser...
this is not the only problem when i see how the other guys are acting i started to do like
them i even left my study and i got kick from the university... and my relationship with
my father is more bad then you can imagine and now for about 10 years i cann't even leave
my house with out my father permission which by the way always no...
he didn't let leave the house to go to any place or hang with my friend he only let me go
if he or one of the familt need something need something and i had to do it for him
you cann't imagine the situation that i live... i don't even have a friend anymore i mean
to be a friend you had unless to show up....i am 27 now and i am still prisoner in my house
who by the way i heat it so much.....
you will wonder why i don't just leave..well this ????? not America i don't have any certificate afte high school i don't have a work i don't have a money i don't have girl
i don't have anyone to believe in me or support me i don't have a live.
i tried the internet to make relationship but i failed too anyone keep runing away from me
even my friend and my family my mother is just another copy of my father.....
i tried everything but nothing goes my way... i tried to suicide but i didn't have the brave to do it i had no one to care after me...i tried to get a green card i said maybe
i can escape from here and start a new life but they refused it...
now i am doing nothing just searching in the web for someone could help...try to make a friend on the internet too...i am alone no money no interest..and spending my time watching
formula1 and movies... i even start to made some sports and hollywood stars my imaginary
friend and i hanging out with them in my dream and in real life i am just one step from
madness i tried everything ............
sometimes i wonder the population of earth is about billion how come no one is care about
me howwwww.....

so if you can help please do something i had nothing else to do... i have the god on
my side "as i hope" and i am still hoping he will get me out of here soon .
if you cann't help please send me to someone can?
helppppppppppp
assad
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From: Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92
Date: Sun, 21 Aug 2005 08:26:13 +0200
Language: English

 


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The only thing that can make you free is a job where you can earn money, so you kan make your own living. For that you need to study. Instead of looking at movies all day, you can start studying in some way in order to get competence in an area where you can make money later on.




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