I was charmed by a man for one evening. I just met him and thought he is the ideal one for me. I was sure he felt the same way. When I came back home I could not sleep for some time thinking how good it seemed and wondering if this could be true. Then he did not call the next two days and I was very dissapointed. In another 3 days we saw each other again. I was very confused. He came to my place but I did not feel even like sitting beside him on the bed and took a chair and sat there. Actually I did not feel like meeting him at home. But he said he was cold and tired and wanted to see me for a short time and then to go home and as I wanted to see him too I said him he might come.
Now he knows how I feel. He said he cannot tell me anytning because we should get to know each other. I agree with this, we have been only talking for two-three hours with and know he is right but I felt humiliated anyway.
I feel stupid and do not know what to think, he is good enough for me. Things could be different, I am usualy considered sexy and smart, unfortunately I am too sensitive and easy to affect.. Anyway I can not turn back the time and think he has a bad opinion about me already.
I then called my ex boyfriend who still wants to see me and now I really do not know what I am doing? Is there something wrong with me?
THank you very much!