Re: the girl that i dreamed of

I am a very complex 17 year old guy that likes doing everything simple way. It was so hard for me to find a girl that really suits me, i wanted good looking, smart, sweet, beautiful, perfect girl, that can fall in love with me. On some party 2 weeks ago my friend introduced me to one cute girl. We danced a bit and then we started talking. After an hour of talking, i found out that she is maybe the girl that i was looking for. I got her phone number. We went outside, and since the house where the party was was on a side of big hill, we went to the top. I wanted to chat a bit, but surprisingly she kissed me. We stayed there kissing whole night and in the morning i went home with my friends. Tomorrow i asked her to go out with me, and we met downtown and went to the cafe for a drink. She doesn't smoke, doesn't drink alcoholic drinks, that's a BIG plus for a girl. We met a few times after that and i wanted to know what does she feel about me. I also mentioned her that i like her much, and that soon i can really love her. She told me: you're cute, kind, nice looking guy, but i need more time to love someone. Then i asked her what's the best thing some guy has ever done for her, and she told me that i can't even think of something like that. Tomorrow i felt terrible, i like her much, but she doesn't love me. I cried at home and wanted to break up, before i really fall in love (self preservation). I told her that i cried for her, she didn't believe me, but she said that if it's real, i am the best guy in her life and that it's the best thing a guy ever done for her love. I told her that i want this relationship to be long, and she said that when you plan something it never turns out that way. But i am worried why she never cals me first, or send an SMS first. It's always me who sets meetings. Like she's not interested. I FEEL TERRIBLE. what should be my next step or what should i do to handle my feelings for her?