weird problem

im 22 years old female

i have this problem and that is i just cant have any kind of close relation with anyone i mean personal and the most abnormal thing is that i hate sex when i think of it i just feel angry and go mad i dont want to have sexual realtions ever,i am the only child of my parents i am spiritual kind of person and i have my own world wich i live in and having the feeling that some day someone could break in to that world scares me and makes me mad, thats why i stay alone all the time its not that i like being alone i always wanted brothers and sisters all my life but it didnt happen but now when i see people and the way they react and behave i just cant accept it and i dont want to mix with them or have any kind of relation with them but i do like and admire good people which for me are only who are sinceer and pure from inside i can see peoples evil inners and that makes me stay away from them and not liking them so how can i with this kind of feelings and thinkings live a normal life? because i dont want to be abnormal also and want to live like a normal human being.

please dont ignore my question and reply i will appriciate any kind of advice or help thank you.

You do not have to have sex, if you do not want to. A lot of people live without sex. But you do need friends, if you want to stay normal. Try to find friends among the good people that you admire.