I am a 28 year old woman of Indian origin living in London. I have a 39 year old German boyfriend whom I have been dating for nearly six months. Recently, he asked me to move in with him. I did. However, after a month, he asked me to move out. As I had no place of my own, I was in real problem and Lonodn being an expensive city, I can not afford to have an aprtment on my own. Thus, I begged him to keep me. He agreed; but he put two conditions. Firstly, he would cut my weekly allowance from 100 Pounds to 20 Pounds and secondly, I would have to stay naked all teh time at home even when we have guests. I agreed to these conditions. Now he threw away all my clothes which I used to wear at home. I don't mind being sexy. When I go out I always wear revealing clothes like plunging neckline top/dress/ gown, mini skirts/dress, hot pants. However, being naked in front of others is making me uncomfortable. Yet I can not protest knowing he will throw me out and I don't want to leave him either. He even asks me to serve drinks to his friends and dance like nude dancers in front of them. He also spanks me. He spanks me even in front of his chauffer or plays with my nipples, breasts. I am not sure why I accept these. On one hand it makes me horny onthe other hand I feel degraded. Can you help me and let me know why I have given up so much just to please one man and have him in my life?
It makes you horny and you have nowhere to go. If you get fed up with this kind of slave life, try to find a women's shelters house and ask for help. Or go to the police, social service or a church.
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