I'm not able to have any kind of relationship with anyone. I lack social skills. Not that i din't try. But i feel hurt very easily. I'm withdrawn. I usually like to be alone.
Can anyone be fond of someone, love them, and try to ignore them in public? I've done that to someone for 2 yrs now. And now that thing has come to an end. I used to write an email once in a while. I'm not allowed to even write a email to the said person. She objects. She's rich, while i am not. I'm in a foreign, arab, country. The said female is a native. She says she does not like all these things. She is very conservative. But she always used to try and speak to me, look at me whenever she passed by my desk. It was i who kept ignoring her.
Is there any way to know her feelings? Will she even reciprocate? Or is it better to say goodbye?
What do i do now? I can't concentrate on anything. It's getting me down.