I have some issues. Point blank I need to know if it is necessary for me to seek professional help. I am constantly crying for no reason. I feel absolutely unloved and worthless even though my husband and children love me. I do not like myself at all. When I am in crowded public places I feel as if I am being suffocated. I have periods every couple of months or so when I go into a "rage" where I cannot control what I am saying or doing even though I know what I am doing is not right. I have not harmed anyone. I just yell and scream at my husband and call him names and curse. I go into a room by myself and throw things. I feel like I am losing control. What should I do? Please help. Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you!