i was infact going through the articles abt the side effects of using drugs. for a minute i felt i was addicted to it. Fear took over me but then i really dont mind the consequencies. All i want to know is will i die in peace cos i just dont want to die in pain.

It is natural for dying patients to receive a lot of pain relieving medicine to still the pain even if this results in a dependency. Patients who receive pain relief while in the hospital in connection with an operation, seldom become dependant on pain killers.