Hello, I would try to help you.
I don't know you, so I don't know if my advices will be helpful but I will try.
I suggest you to speak about this problem with a friend of you that knows you well and may support you.
Maybe is not a great advice but this way you can get the support you need.
Another advice is to have protected sex and to make a medical exam to see if you have Chlamidya.
Sorry for my bad english.
Good luck.